Missing..................

I didn't get to post this last month but I always loved it, so I am Sharing now in my blog..... enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I woke up one Saturday morning with a terrible pain in my back. I didn't rush to get up. Instead, I prayed for some seconds before totally deciding to push myself up, and help me with some breakfast. I was thinking about my tutorial session with Gian that I need to attend that afternoon. It was a lazy day and I felt like not going. But I thought about his very serious grandmother and my very strict boss... and so I know, I need to go. While preparing activities for him, I stayed quiet in my room going through all my stuffs (and putting aside my computer for some time to help me avoid facebook temptation). I came across with a box that for a reason or two, I forgot what's inside. Opening it less excitedly, I wonder why I was keeping it so. Just a little bit of feeling guilty after, I found out that they're all special trashes of gift wrappers, pieces of notes, dried petals of roses, etc. Then it's then that I have realized... They are some of my memorabilia in college. ^__^
Even though I have set aside my computer, I didn't think twice... I turned it on. I went directly to "my pictures" folder and started looking at my college pictures... my attention was brought closer to my favorite friends. Though it's been a month or so that I really haven't seen them, I tried very hard to keep in touch. And I thought, that's enough. But I don't understand. I felt the need to "see them", "hug them", "talk to them" etc. etc. I have sooo much adjustments happening in my life and I never felt well until I started thinking about the times that they were always there to comfort me. It's just so amazing how much... and how strong my feelings are now... and this will fall down into only one thing... I MISS THEM... ^__^
At first I thought, it's going to be just fine... yes of course, everyone's going to different directions now. But sometimes, there are just sooo few wonderful people you meet along the road of life that you just can't forget... you just can't let them go... you just can't ignore... you just can't live without... So I thank God for every friend that I have, not only those whom I met in college but even earlier before... the art of MISSING YOU lives in me because YOU LIVE IN ME... ^__^

PRAYERS AND LOVE,
AERAH