... EMO T__T

I don't know what to write about...

Help me get out from boredom...

Help me bring back my good mood...

Help me find something to do...

I really need my life back people!!!


can't cry hard enough,
AeraH

Missing..................

I didn't get to post this last month but I always loved it, so I am Sharing now in my blog..... enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I woke up one Saturday morning with a terrible pain in my back. I didn't rush to get up. Instead, I prayed for some seconds before totally deciding to push myself up, and help me with some breakfast. I was thinking about my tutorial session with Gian that I need to attend that afternoon. It was a lazy day and I felt like not going. But I thought about his very serious grandmother and my very strict boss... and so I know, I need to go. While preparing activities for him, I stayed quiet in my room going through all my stuffs (and putting aside my computer for some time to help me avoid facebook temptation). I came across with a box that for a reason or two, I forgot what's inside. Opening it less excitedly, I wonder why I was keeping it so. Just a little bit of feeling guilty after, I found out that they're all special trashes of gift wrappers, pieces of notes, dried petals of roses, etc. Then it's then that I have realized... They are some of my memorabilia in college. ^__^
Even though I have set aside my computer, I didn't think twice... I turned it on. I went directly to "my pictures" folder and started looking at my college pictures... my attention was brought closer to my favorite friends. Though it's been a month or so that I really haven't seen them, I tried very hard to keep in touch. And I thought, that's enough. But I don't understand. I felt the need to "see them", "hug them", "talk to them" etc. etc. I have sooo much adjustments happening in my life and I never felt well until I started thinking about the times that they were always there to comfort me. It's just so amazing how much... and how strong my feelings are now... and this will fall down into only one thing... I MISS THEM... ^__^
At first I thought, it's going to be just fine... yes of course, everyone's going to different directions now. But sometimes, there are just sooo few wonderful people you meet along the road of life that you just can't forget... you just can't let them go... you just can't ignore... you just can't live without... So I thank God for every friend that I have, not only those whom I met in college but even earlier before... the art of MISSING YOU lives in me because YOU LIVE IN ME... ^__^

PRAYERS AND LOVE,
AERAH

WORK BLUES

Aerah Romero we need patience, courage and faith above all, to be able to get through everything that we are facing... life is never easy... but it doesn't mean we have to take it seriously... we should enjoy it because it's God's gift... people around us can be a little bit hard sometimes, but we need to deal with them... after all, if understanding is difficult, there would never be peace... and there would never be happiness! (June 2, 2010)
Aerah Romero it's not about being afraid... it's not even about being pressured... in short, it's not about anything bad i am thinking of... but it's just all about "blues"... feeling this "BLUES"... because for a long time, that I have been somewhere sitting and relaxing, all of a sudden, this opportunity happened... and i can't do anything but to embrace it, because it's again, ONE ANSWERED PRAYER! (June 3, 2010)
Aerah Romero i can't say that i don't deserve such... because such should not be given by God if i don't deserve it at all... it's a blessing... and i am thankful for everything...! (june 4, 2010)
Aerah Romero ... sometimes, there are some things that you just can't give up yet ... coz you know that in proper God's time, it's worth it ... (june 5, 2010)
Aerah Romero ... a concern... is there a filipino/tagalog word for the "PINK" color ??? (june 7, 2010)
Aerah Romero it's "awful" when people started to exaggerate things about you... even more when they started showing they don't care how much pain it'll cause you... it's annoying... much, much more, you can't do anything because they got the power, and you don't... T__T... i'm always praying for those people--- i know it's the only... way... ! and i know, it'll change a thing or two... ^___^… (june 17, 2010)
Aerah Romero ... i always thought i can do it, but whenever i see her pouting at me..... everything changes.... T__T.... (it's a deadly expression..... i don't like it!!!)… june 18, 2010
Aerah Romero why is it that it's sooo hard for some people to show who they really are??? !!! ... T__T ... I think it's sooo fine to be real ... from the beginning ... >___< june 22, 2010

25... Just...

I turned 25 last May 17 and I wonder how would I suppose to feel about it... should I feel worried because at this age, I am not yet financially independent?? ... and alone??? Or feel happy cause it's starting just right... age of fun, and relax... ?? i do not know... but what I know now is that I am trying so hard to find a job and get my butt kickin'...

I am praying so hard that God would answer my prayers and help me in every way now that I am out of school... I know I have to find a job... make my own money... and be glad... I want to be kind to myself... I want to be successful... to stand on my own... to be brave enough to face any challenges in life... I want self - fulfillment... and I want to start possessing it by having my own job and income... I am trying so hard to achieve it...

So help me God,
AeraH

Busy Throughout March

I wasn't able to update my site last march for some reasons...

I couldn't afford to miss out april as well... ^___^

It's less than a month before my graduation day and I am up for job hunting... Yes, that's what making me busy... I know that the real world is just a step away now and I want to prepare for it... I hope destiny won't be too bad for me this time, uh - huh?!

gettin' ready,
AeraH

Just About Everything

... This 3rd trimester (my last term, before graduation), i was assigned to a Day Care Center for our Practicum Duty. Funny as it is, I thought i won't enjoy it because I never did really like kids as young as 4 or 5 because for me, they are nothing but mouths. But then, now that i am doing a serious business for my practicum, i found that the Day Care Center is where i could find just about everything. Once, i was a kid like them, playing around, learning things, making friends, singing songs and dancing on both left feet... it's crazy amazing... i appreciate every experiences i encounter everyday that i am with them. Not only did i know that they are learning from me (from us with my superior)... but i am also learning from them... Making sense, life's like that... we learn from each other, not considering age gaps...^___^...!

amazingly,
AeraH

NEW YEAR ... ??

I wonder what's 2010 is up for me...
well for this year...
i know it's going to be exciting...
i'll be graduating soon... on MAY (hope so)...
i'll gotta do some job hunting soon too...
i'll be doing things...
write a book...
go to new places...
and...

find my true love ?? !! (why not, lol...)
I pray that God will take care of me and be with me not just throughout this year but... FOREVER! ^___^

hmmm,
AeraH