I never thought about him…
I never did really care what he says…
But it was lately then that I realized…
He has a place deep inside…
I am kind of in denial…
There is nothing to prove I said…
It was as if I am completely not affected…
It was as if a dream instead…
I come and go…
He stays still…
I pretend I don’t see him…
Then in my mind there he is…
Will I ever learn to admit myself?
All the feelings I left unsaid?
Will I ever find me in reality?
Before it’s all over?
Cause it hurts to deny the truth…
It hurts more if it’s something special…
There are things that come once in a lifetime…
And if you miss the best,
… It’s like you already miss the rest…
We can convince ourselves to everything…
Everything we made wrong decisions…
But the sad reality floats…
Like the unforgiving faults...
despair,
AeraH
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