This One Sad Poem

I never thought about him…
I never did really care what he says…
But it was lately then that I realized…
He has a place deep inside…
I am kind of in denial…
There is nothing to prove I said…
It was as if I am completely not affected…
It was as if a dream instead…
I come and go…
He stays still…
I pretend I don’t see him…
Then in my mind there he is…
Will I ever learn to admit myself?
All the feelings I left unsaid?
Will I ever find me in reality?
Before it’s all over?
Cause it hurts to deny the truth…
It hurts more if it’s something special…
There are things that come once in a lifetime…
And if you miss the best,
… It’s like you already miss the rest…
We can convince ourselves to everything…
Everything we made wrong decisions…
But the sad reality floats…
Like the unforgiving faults...

despair,
AeraH

How Can I???

I just realize now… Finally someone noticed me… He hangs around… so long… just sitting, looking, and observing me for a time… I just knew now… NOW… that there is no much time left… it was sad, it was a big mistake ignoring him… while he thinks about me… or at least for a moment, his thoughts are of me… I am whatever focused to other things that I never even gave a little glimpse of him, nor smile at him nor pause and initiate a talking… I am disgusted with myself… now, I’m thinking of him like I never did before… And it hurts to know the realities about him while I am falling… He’s with someone else while I am hoping… He’s getting over me while I’m just starting to like him… He’s not much all about me now, and I miss the way he treated me so sweet and so silently… It was depressing… My heart can’t help but feel the cut… I am hurting… I am missing… I am lost and in despair… how can I ignore him? How can I? How can I… I could have just said a lie…

One BIG Mistake,
AeraH

THE EARTH DAY

Vote for earth....
Early...
Now that there's still enough time left...
Let's all work together hand in hand and achieve one goal...
"BRING BACK THE EARTH TO ITS BEGINNING!!!"
Love it so it will love us back...
Move now...
NOW...
Before it's too late...

promoting earth,
AeraH