Saturday, November 22, 2008

Not Too Long

Stormy life
Lightning and thunder
Dark everywhere
No one's around here
Quiet, calm
Myself's a damn
This island's no man
Sun's not out
Not anytime soon
But I'll be patient
I'll be waiting for Mr. Moon
Not too long
I'll be over this aches
well not yet now
Not yet tomorrow
But I'll move on
When the lights take over
I'll get over forever...

just a thought,
AeraH

Thursday, November 20, 2008

She Called Me

She called me enemy
And I'm not surprise at all
She even said I'm moron
And what on earth am I here for
She seemed too angry
And I wonder why
I keep asking her
But keeps answering a lie

She called me bitch
Infront of my face
She don't sees herself
I think she needs some help
Oh stop me please
i don't want to say this
But she appears to be more
Let's say... a whore

She called me plastic
Another name's anorexic
She's not even satisfied
And called me a witch
She's really mean
FYI, I'm naturally thin!
She's so pathetic
Insecure and addict

But whatever she says
Whatever she calls me
I won't give a damn
Attention to anyone
You wish I'll mess?
Infront of your face?
Then you're wrong girl
For I am as nice as a pearl

can't bring nice girl down,
AeraH

Finally

Finally, God answered my plea
Now i am so much better
I am stronger as a person
Happier and wiser
I can smile a lot today
I can sigh but say okay
I can say thank you
In many ways
And can tie a ribbon
In different laces
I can be friends
With strangers
I don't really do before
Now I'm trusting every people
And don't regret much
When they're backfighter
Because life can bring chances
You'll get someone better on the road
The store offers many choices
But be careful about real and fraud
Love your life the way it is
No matter what tests He gives
Embrace what God wants you to be
Then become like that in His glory
So dare but be cool
Don't be so like a fool
In time all dreams will come so easy
And you'll be successful, definitely!

full of life,
AeraH

Saturday, November 8, 2008

When There's So Much More

Losing… Crying… Leaving… Quitting… Some of life’s loneliest moments. It’s not like it’s so easy to face and so easy to accept. It is something closer to that’s difficult to face. I am down and I am weak. It so hard to act I’m meek. They said life is like that and life is like this. Life’s something imperfect and makes us sick.
There’s love they said, there’s too much to share. There’s so much heartache and pain as well. What now is true? Is there any other clue? Will I ever be worthy or forever be blue? When I know a thing, they ignore me so. When I don’t know anything, they said I’m so, so. When I do the best, they say I’m trying so hard. And when I don’t, to me they discard. I can’t understand such things. I don’t get my feelings. When in time people say I’m foolish, then that I feel I’m rubbish. But… it’s so me, I’m that you see. We could be or couldn’t be. We comprehend or not. We sometimes feel that our selves are all that we got. Time to time we evaluate. Time to time we complicate. Time to time we will be unfair. And time to time we will be scared.
And the truth, there’s something inside. You know the word faith, right? When we trust, to our God above, there’s so much more. So then again we will be fighters. Now, when that comes that we were able to realize the power inside, then there’s winning… laughing… staying… and never “quitting.”

inspiring,
AeraH